9 months and 1 day.
That is how long it has been since I saw Justin's face.
That's a long time.
It actually hasn't been too bad lately. I've missed him quite a lot, probably more than ever before, but I have been able to handle it pretty well. It kinda hits me hard sometimes. Like tonight. I wasn't even doing anything that reminded me of him. I was just sitting in my apartment watching Friends and then he popped into my head. I thought of all the late night adventures we had when I got off work. The hugs that never seemed to last long enough. The simple goodnight kisses. The random phone calls. Texting until 3 or 4 in the morning. (You know someone means a lot to you when you are willing to stay up that late just to talk to them)
I just miss him being here.
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