I can't stop.

 So this blog thing.

 I just can't stop.

This is literally me.

But this is fun so deal with it. :)

So I'm gonna tell you a little bit more about me. Because I'm the coolest.

Not really. 

Basically this is Justin...

And this is me...

I have never really gotten the whole relationship thing. It just hasn't ever made sense to me. I have always been a super independent person. Like, "Guurrrl, I don't need a guy there to make me happy!" 

But this kid makes me really really really happy.

Like.

Really happy.

Except for the times I forget how to be happy. BUT that's beside the point. 

I think this kid might be the one.

However, I'm not going to get too set on the idea because I have no idea how this is going to work out. I mean I really REALLY want this to work out but who knows. And that's okay.

I have never been so willing to completely give myself to a person. Not gonna lie, it scares the living daylights out of me. But like really, we've talked about marriage and kids and our future and it seems normal.

I literally can't imagine my life without him.

A few weeks ago, I got a letter from him and of course I'm super excited so I'm all happy and then he asked me what temple we should get married it and I just

But you know what? I am really liking the idea of being with this kid. 

Sometimes (and I really only mean sometimes) being apart from someone for a while is really good. It gives you time to decide how much you really want that person around. :)

Oh my gosh. On a completely different note, today my mom and a few family friends were talking about missionaries (one of them waited for a missionary and they got married) and my mom said, "I just love it when those kind of things work out." (my mom doesn't really know how serious I am about this whole Justin thing) and in my head I'm all "Guuurrrl, am I gonna make you happy."

That is all. :)