What it's like to be a MG (GIFS!!!)

To be completely honest, I have no idea what I'm doing. But do any of us? 

I never ever ever imagined that I would be the girl "waiting" for a missionary. Never. But here I am. Being a missionary girlfriend has its ups and downs. It really is a roller coaster that seems like it will never stop. Yes, I'm only about a month into it but it hasn't taken me long to figure the entire thing out. 

The first week is terrible.

The second week is even worse.

After that, it got soooo much better. 

The first letter you get will make you cry. A lot. 

P-days are the best day of the week.

There will be people that think you're crazy for doing what you're doing.

And you'll tell 'em who is boss.

So you'll pretend everything is ok when it's really not.

Time seems to drag on forever.

And a lot of the time, you'll feel like an emotionless pit of doom.

Other times, you'll cry for no apparent reason.

You will feel like he isn't even a real person anymore.

(That one got me in the feels)

You will feel pretty worthless.

And you will get angry at him, everyone around you, yourself, the world, literally everything.

There will be times that you'll want to give up, but then you'll think about him,

and your future together.

Then it all seems worth the wait.

Again, maybe I have no clue what I'm talking about, but this is how it's been for me and I would have loved someone to tell me these things. 

YOU CAN DO IT!!!